today was the eve of teacher day...met jj at 10 plus to visit our sec teachers....when we reached our first thought was to find our chinese teacher mdm ong....to me shes not only my teacher shes like a mum to me....after a short conversation mdm ong said they nd to rush for a meeting at 11am....so we cant meet a lot of teachers....saw mrs pereira but shes in a hurry so we didn chat....after leaving chai chee sec we headed for a breakfast....after breakfast i bid jj farewell and headed home....after resting for a while going down to bugis for 2 job interivews...one is abt doing survey for a specified target the other is selling bags...for the survey job they nd ppl who are out-spoken....not quite suitable for a shy person like me....they having a training sesssion at monday 3 pm im still considering....as for the bag job im quite ok with it...paid wise is acceptable....working hours and days is ok for me....the interviewer told me nxt week she will give me a call....if successful i will quit cold storage...mr b juz received a huge compensation....during sec 4 mr b was knocked down by a motorcycle....with the help of his uncle mr b managed to hired a lawyer and sue the motorcyclist...in the end mr b won and will b receving a huge compensation when he reaches 21 yr old....recently he juz received it....however he didn wan to let his father know....he said the money will be use for his uni fee....but he hinted to his father he expected his father to pay for his uni....he expected his father to give him money until he complete uni....so wad abt the compensation money ??he used it to buy a dog....named oscar...he lied to his father it was given by a friend.....unfortunately he had a incompetent mum who always helped him cover his secrets...since young....since he began to reaches 21 mr b ignores his brother....treat him as a stranger....his brother and mr b dun have a gd relationship....mr b bro thinks mr b is a selfish and ungrateful trash.....he already given up on mr b.....mr b and his brother is born in a poor and but no humble family thx to their mother.....
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Wednesday, August 29, 2007
this afternoon juz taken my maths paper.....quite well done i can say.....juz a bit careless....hope my mths of hardwork will paid off....all i left is my dynamic paper...right now i am copying past year paper answer...hope this might help me for my preparation......recently i had given up on someone....someone whos my friend since sec 1....looks like mr a was correct...someone nd to fall to realise the pain....no matter how i tried to ask him to study with me he rejected and gave excuses....he juz dunno wads the meaning of play hard and work hard at the same time...he always thinks hes right...i mean ALWAYS...if ur " bei fen " is same as him he will think u dun have the right to teach him wad to do but he has the right to teaches u....and sadly to say most of them are craps....which mr a agrees....when mr a asks me not to bother him i still believe he will improve but hes disappointing.....not to me but maybe to his family which i not very sure abt it....taking sup paper give u encouragement ? encouragement of wad ? it will only hinder u towards a better and brighter future and also finding a better paid job.....he said he nd to work to help lessen the family burden...which is gd but at the same time his grade suffer....wad i tink is tis is still not the time for him to work and earn $$$ to help support the family....his job for support the family is to achieve gd grades for his parents and to make them understand their son didn disappointed them after so many years of education....and with gd grades thus finding a high paid job in the future then his job is to support the family income....which he will nv realise i suppose....when asked him in msn tml working as if not i will ask him out for study he replied dun beat ard the bush.... ??? moreover he knew i was going to ask him out for study...as though i was going to borrow $$$ from him....his reply is rude....for all i did worth this kind of reply ??? e.g hes always right when he smsed me ytd he sent the same msg twice i replied u sent me twice and i said sure....but he denied and said only once....well nvm i hope he will realise the " pain " before he falls....the pain of being despise by this society....he could have play bball and study hard at the same time which i said play hard and work hard at the same time but he chooses to play....thats all....hes given a oppotunity to achieve a better future and he chooses to forsake it....if hes a rich ass u can say i wanted his fortune for treating so well....but hes juz the same as me....father is a taxi-driver....all i can do now is to wishes him well....
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Sunday, August 26, 2007
been studying recently....finished my mct paper....thx to jason for explaning some tough questions the night before the exam....manage to solve some section B questions....juz feel didn prepare well enough....so left maths n pod....proud of liverpool result especially torres he didn disappointed the kop....been having trouble of slping this few days...perhaps is the stress of exam....tml meeting jason at sch for revising....sigh seriously nd to go gym....beer belly is coming out ( : coz jason asks me along during holiday....thinkin of asking sammie along then will cont our " old days " HA...last time go gym isnt seriously train now i am all gear up....used to get mock already so as long im determined i will success....
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Sunday, August 19, 2007
this morning drank a can of 500ml beer as i cant slp beoz ytd i slp very late thus waking up ard late afternoon....my urine was full of alcohol smell....this is the first time..thankfully i didn vomit or feeling giddy badly this morning....met jun lin ard 2 plus at bedok inter for studying....was planning to study at library but when we reached there the library was packed.....wad pissed me was some ppl can slp there....they shld have give us the seat....so we have no choice but to change location....i suggested studying at bedok cc so both of us went there but found out that was not bad place to study as a number of problematic youngsters hanging ard there....they made a lot of noise....both of us ended up copying notes...jl copied mct notes from me and i copied maths answer from transparency as i arrived late for my maths lecture ytd.....so i borrowed from my lecturer.....after an hour plus we leave the cc....jl told me there a chio bu a pity shes a " ah lian ".....it seemed quite a number of chinese young chicks were living ard bedok area....hmm....song (= jl wanted to use toilet so i bought him to my hrs....watched chinese show for a while then bid goodbye as he went to meet his friends for mahjong.....recently someone been sending me gd nite msg....thats suppose to be a nice thing but i find something's fishy....how come she didn chat with me once in msn ? worse she deleted my friendster comment which the content is juz asking her condition nth mushy....if i didn rmb wrong she deleted 3 comments from me....previously 2 was a testimony before friendster comment was introduced....my sixth senes is telling me shes trying to exchange those gd nite msg with me....when someone sent me i will send them back one as a sign of coutesy.....coz ppl might mistakened i was acting " cool "....sadly to say nowdays shes the only one sending me those gd nite msgs so in order to send her one back i nd to search from the websites....and nd to pick those with the word " friend " nth mushy as nowdays ppl like to use those gd nite msg to flirt and know more opp sex friends....i used to be one too....which i find it very meaningless now.....i used to woo that particular person i mentioned above but the thought of deleting my friendster comments hurts me....she only left one which got cute pics which took me a long time to search....why ? perharps shes trying to show off that someone is wooing her.....i been wanting to delete it as i thought since she dun appreciate my comment why dun she juz delete all ? but i decided not to.....nvm anyway its juz a comment....let her be.....she only sent me gd nite msgs recently...which buffles me.....perharps shes trying to exchange new gd nite msgs and send to her crush ? nvm anyway i had checked the content carefully before i sent her....nth mushy....seriously i dun pinned any hope on her now.....used to save her photos on friendster....all my password of everything account....game and others are using her name.....nvm this is part of a youngster life....still rmb asking her out during this year valentine day without me saying guess readers out there know the outcome isnt ? coincidently i saw her in the train.....she said she was feeling tired so she rejected me but when i saw her she seemed energectic ( = so readers out there cant blame me for being suspicious that she was trying to exchange gd nite msg with me isnt ? seriously i felt like....a fool...during my birthday she gave me a present.....a t shirt with a birthday card....love ( her name ) in the end she said her friend wrote that card not her....wad is that suppose to mean ? if she dun wan me to misunderstand she could juz change a card or she could jus wrote herself....asking her friend to write ? sincerity ? i dun feel any.....she gave me a present becoz i gave her one during her last year birthday....the price of the present is not important...wads important is the sincerity....i tried to meet her for lunch last time....failed....lunch during daylight....when i ask her if can meet during night to pass me the present she said she cant go out at nite....but i rmb she told me she met a classmate of her for movie last time at night....somemore that guy ask her to be her gf after that movie....as if i will raped her the moment after meeting lunch at DAYLIGHT afternoon or meet her during EVENING AT TM where few hundreds of ppl shopping around everyday.....so now i juz send her plain gd nite msgs.....so i hope she will generally feel my msg bored and to plain for her to send to bla bla bla so she wun send me anymore....i still got her pics in my com....last time i even transfer into my hp.....i deleted from my hp....anyway her o lvl is coming i hope she will do well....gd luck ex-classmate....
jl advised me to exercise often...yea i will my friend....hope to get a running shoe asap from my work pay during exam break....hope to get rid of my panda eye asap sigh.....been troubled since the day i born.....jl told me it linked with my liver....hope everything is ok then....i dun commited any bad deed guess god wun take away my life so fast isnt ? same as usual talk is cheap and the actions starts after my exam.....chiong work....$$$$$ ( =
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Thursday, August 16, 2007
taken my machtech lab test today.....was stuck in one part...cant continue.....but i wun worried much as machtech is an easy subject to pass....i did well for my other practical and class assignment....although i handed up late frequently.....though i am not worried for my machtech lab test i was feeling down the whole day.....becoz i dun have satisfaction chinese is man zhu gan...so all i left now is 3 exam papers which is 2 weeks later....hope to find a gd part time job to spend my 2 mths exam break....coz i nd to buy quite a number of things....a spectacle....a laptop...a printer cum scanner and a gd speaker for my laptop....coz i will be starting my 3-D modelling elective nxt semester...perharps i need a laptop for my future projects.....
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Wednesday, August 15, 2007
today handed up mct project....took pauto lab test....looks like i need to take sup paper for pauto...i fluant my lab test today....moreover i failed my term test and both class quizs...althought i did badly for previous semesters i didn take any sup.....looks like i nd a miracle to pass my pauto.....cant understand....i attended lecture and labs yet i still cant understand.....fortunately i did well for my mct project interview....although i did little for my project my grp members did the most.....tml i will be taking my machtech lab test....hope everything can go smoothly tml....after tml all i left is the three exam papers maths pod and mct....well i did quite well for my class quizs for maths and pod unlike previous semesters....i did well for term test too....juz pauto i worried.....recently something bothers me...is it true that they isnt any gd ppl and bad ppl exist in this world ? only the strong and the weak ? no matter how well u treated them the moment u are not gd in something out u go....i want to be a strong...who helps the weak....gd guy ? no becoz i believe in karma....i am afraid of karma...i do wadever my conscience say yes....no matter how ppl judge whether its a gd thing or a bad thing to do....all the best to the Reds for the champions league qualifying rounds later....and also this saturday against chelsea.... i believe u all The Reds will defeat the blue....u will never walk alone
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Thursday, August 9, 2007
friday is pod quiz....been mugging this few days....hope i can achieve better gpa than last sem....nxt week i got 2 lab test....which worried me most....progauto really kills me.....been attending lesson yet still cant understand....my weakest subject this year....been troubled with toothache recently....my intelligent tooth is growing....hope to save enough $$$ to go for a dental check up....not sure if i shld put " ya tao " but i dun depend on my looks for my future isnt ? so wad if i look nicer and attract gers whom relationship wun lasted ? heard from meiting she got a job as a sony eriksson promoter...10 bucks per hour and wads more i can use 3 of their hp for free if its spoit company gave u a new set....waiting for her good news then....dunno which movie to watch on friday...the funny simpson the action packed flashpoint or the romantic jay zhou movie the secret that cant be spoken....up to u all guys....looking forward to finish my exam and find a job which enables me to learn skills and and earn acceptable paid....really looking forward to it...
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