rainy
its been raining for the whole day...been slacking for the whole day... hate raining days..its like adding salt to the wound..adding woes to my boredom...
got a stiff neck the moment i woke up...god knows how i slept ytd nite...i had been thinking of making a trip to my nearby cc...asking if theres any course i can take up and learn something to kill my time while waiting for my cambodia ocp trip...becoz of my painful stiff neck i dropped the idea...
i was watching tv this afternoon when suddenly a message appeared no signal found...i cant even watch local channels...starhub said they will check...
god...today is really an unlucky day..
OUCH !!! MY NECK !!!
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Thursday, February 26, 2009
rainy
i felt dejected...i was aiming an A for my automvs...I thought i was going to have my first ever A for my poly education...this morning my dream was broken...i can pass...thats for sure...but i coulden get a B now...let alone an A...why ? i studied so hard...yet at the last min i coulden concentrate...
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Friday, February 20, 2009
windy
these day i have been spending the whole day revising at sch librabry lvl 8...that place had became a second home of mine !
apart of revising i also went to gym...i was thinking since i graduating soon might as well make full use of the sch facilities !! ahaha
my papers will be on the 24th and 26th...liverpool vs real is on the 25th !! and my second paper is in the morning...oh dear
today i went for an interview for the laos ocp, with one of the teacher in charge...i forgotten her surname...i am still waiting for mr andy kwek reply whether me bin and yf are able to revisit hope villiage again...i really hope to be there again and fulfil my role as a volunteer by assisting the children and the villiagers...reason ? i realise volunteerism is my passion...i am not thinking of using ocp as a stepping stone to uni my agpa is outrageous low...even i went for 10 ocp trips it still doesn allows me to enter any local govt uni !!! i hope mr andy kwek can understand and grant my wish...if i were to choose...i will definately choose cambodia ocp than laos ocp...it seems to me laos ocp are more like a luxury trip than doing overseas volunteer work...students going for laos ocp will be staying in hotel and eating gd foods...while we only stay at a cheap hotel for the last days during my last year ocp...sigh how time flew...its nearly a year since my ocp trip...i really wish to go back hope villiage...i promise this time i will be more passionate towards the kids and will make them happy and laugh...i am a shy person but if the kids are happy i think its worth it...to make an orphan, who lost his/her parents at a young age, smile..i think its a great honour and a blessing
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Monday, February 16, 2009
sunny
Just finished my automvs report ! wad a relief !
throughout the three years in my poly life i had never play a major part in any grp assignment..i had been living like a parasite...aka free-loader...but this automvs report i played a major part who thoguht of the main solution to the existing technology...of cos without the assist of alwyn i myself coulden finish...i proved to myself that i can do it too...
unfortunately jason didn did his best to help...clearly to me he didn seemed interested and incooperative...i was very disappointed...maybe he cant except the fact of being command by someone whos AGPA is lower than him ? throughout the discussion period i tried to explained and share my opinion to him...his repond ? ah...ah..ah... what does ah means ? judging by his body language he is not interested to listen to my explanation...i was very pissed...is this how he show his respect to his friend ? i cant imagine how he befriend his sec sch classmate...
i had been tolerating him since that time he didn inform me he will be late while i supposed to meet him for gym in sch...that shows his self-centered character and it seemed to me he dun treasure me as a friend rather an apprentice...i felt like pulled him over and gave him a fucking punch on his fucking face the next day...but i told myself to calm down...i had learnt my lesson during sec sch for being impulsive...
when i met yixuan 2 weeks ago she told me she was displeased with jason...as he likes to tell ppl wad to do...i myself faced this pastor like treatment before...but not now..not this sem...it teaches me the importance one nd to be mentally strong and confident to prevent being ruled by others...
anyway its only a week left...to conclude not everyone appreciate kindness so i can save it for others...
tml onwards i will be studying in sch library... next tues is ICC and thurs is automvs...
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Monday, February 9, 2009
windy
ytd i met yixuan at bugis for dinner. Since now is still CNY we decided to eat steamboat. The steamboat restraunt we visitng is actually into by ginger. We spent 2 hrs plus there...symphatise those who waited outside...as i ate too slow ! both of us didn really ate a lot...yixuan said a bit pity...
after having our steamboat we went to starbuck for a drink and chatted...i ordered white chocolate mocha and yixuan ordered white chocolate latte...we exchanged our recent updates...yixuan is a fun person..shes nice to get along and nice to chat with...i enjoyed chatting with her...shes a sweet ger...as the nite is still young we walked ard bugis street and sat outside breko cafe to enjoy the breeze...suddenly yixuan had a tummyache...probably is the steamboat !!! i brought her to kfc's washroom...while waiting for her i bought a vanila cone at mac..
whats frustrating is that mum kept calling me...i told her i be home asap yet she still call...oh man ! yixuan then suggest i better go home so mum wun be wry...i felt embarrased...
i enjoyed this outing with yixuan...i didn told her...i msg her if shes feeling better thx god shes fine...i hope i can meet yixuan again next time..really
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