cloudy
completed all my 3 papers.....the first 2 papers seemed ok to me but the last one was quite disappointing because....perharps its the last paper...signs of complacenency begins to show....didn study much for the last paper....skipped the last question as i dun have any idea how to solve....for now i could only pray hard i dun get a sup paper because if the sup paper date falls on within the date of my ocp trip i will be devasted....by the time i would have pay for my air tickets....bought all the necessities items for my trip....ytd i jus spend 70 making a new passport at ica building....i really dunno wad to do if i really got a sup paper....hope my coursework will pull me up.....
my best pal cal finally had a gf as he had been single for a long time.....frankly speaking sometimes i do hope to befriend a oppo sex friend..whom i hope can develop our relationship....i haven had a gf in my 19 plus yrs of life...especially at night..the coldness and lonelyness is hard to withstand.....due to my average look and shy behavior flirting with strangers is a impossible task for me....i didn grab my change during secondary sch...in poly theres isn any ger in my tutorial class....well i do have one in this current sem who sometime i really want to have a small chat but my guts held me back everytime....anyway shes a smoker so....doesn gave me a good impression of her.....at work well i do have some female colleagues whos abt the same age as me....hope to encounter someone who share the same chemistry as mine....ASAP "O"
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Thursday, February 7, 2008
windy
today was the eve of chinese new year....had steamboat reunion dinner with my father mother and my elder brother who juz came back from pular tekong....he shared with us his exp at there...funny to know how officers scolded new recruits....all kinds of vulgarities u can imagine...after dinner had a short rest then headed to chinatown to feel the atmosphere of the crowd....at first brother was reluctant becoz he was tired but we managed to force him going together....at first the crowd over there is ok but it became more n more until i cant even move sometimes....as some ppl was walking the opposite direction....we bought some egg rolls and cakes....we stayed there roughly abt 2 hr plus...then return home....
today had my cktcs lab assignment interview....fortunately my teacher ' pung chui ' if not i sure fail lol....now wads left is pedrive mini project...( which don looks mini to me in terms of difficulty lol ) uart mask designing and mtnproj report....and lastly revision for exam....3 papers altogether....hope things will go smoothly for me this year.....
valentine's day....same as usual.....lonesome.....
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