shower
- this entry was supposed to write on 24th of september
I was supposed to meet cal to celebrate his early birthday as he will not be able to book out during his actual birthday. But i cancelled our meeting because i wish to spend more time with her.
She is having an english teaching lesson for those japanese students. She got to choose either thursday or friday. I did told her i will be meeting cal on thursday, probably she forgotten and choose friday and wanted to spend time with me on thursday. I was telling myself, oh gosh, what must i do ?
Initially we were supposed to meet in the morning for breakfast then meeting cal at 5pm at suntec, but she overslept. We met at 12 plus instead, so we only got to spend 4 hours together. She will be busy with her school activities from friday until next friday, and i will be going in to tekong ( if the police still havent contact me ) for my NS. I really want to spend more time with her on that day as i will not be able to meet her for a week, and she might need to go back to school on the 5th of oct to continue her MP. On the other hand, i had already meeting cal and we already planned this meeting a long time ago.
In the end i choose love over friendship and brotherhood. I let cal down. I understand his frustration. I felt bad for the whole day. She kept saying i looked frustrated and asked me if i was thinking of something. Yes i am angry of myself. I still rmb i told cal i will balance love and friendship and yet now i am saying one way and doing another way. I am sorry.
Maybe it is true that u gain some and lose some.
14 more days, tekong...
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Cloudy
i quitted my tcc job on 23rd of sep. I was planning to use this 2 weeks time to exercise and get back my full fitness to prepare for my NS. I will be jogging, swimming and gyming. Hopefully yan feng, my nowadays exercise buddy will have time to join me as i understand he have his project to do.
Also i plan to cycle around singapore. It keeps me fit and also get to know some places in singapore where i havent been to. Anyway now until 7th of oct i have lots of free time ! I woulden't want to rot at home, wasting my time watching tv and browsing internet and slp for the whole day.
My last day of work was a fun one. I had my lunch with a few of my colleagues at tcc. We ordered a few dishes from tcc. Doey sprayed a can of whipped cream on me. While she was busy doing her stuff i stealthfully took a can of whipped cream and sprayed on doey's face, hell yeah ! It was fun and everyone who presented laughed. A few of my colleagues bought a desert for me and placed a candle on top of the cake and sang happy last day for me. I appreciated that. Special thanks to cheng wei, adeline, doey, delvi, regina tay, meng hon, michael and faizal, u guys make my days at tcc enjoyable.
11 more days, tekong...
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Tuesday, September 22, 2009
shower
it has been a long time since i wrote blog entry, kind of not used to it. Tomorrow will be the last second day working at tcc. Well, there are both good times and bad times during my days at tcc. Things started to get better for the past 2 to 3 weeks, probably because these newly arrive staffs are more easy going when it comes to work, compared to the previous batch. Alas, i am leaving soon.
Work was ok today, but i noticed many ppl, came in various groups, using laptops in our outlet today, probably those were students, trying to use this free time to discuss projects. Time past quite slow today while working, maybe there isnt many customers today, or maybe i dun receive her smses as she was busy recently. I understand she had her own things to attend to.
I went jogging with oscar aka the little imp moments ago. We jogged from my house to chai chee then bedok interchange then to 85 market. There i bought sugar cane and black carrot cake. The carrot cake wasnt bad, but still isnt as good as old airport road carrot cake, one of our regular stalls.
As usual, i felt refresh after jogging. It helps me to keep those troubling issues away for awhile.
15 more days, Tekong...
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