this morning drank a can of 500ml beer as i cant slp beoz ytd i slp very late thus waking up ard late afternoon....my urine was full of alcohol smell....this is the first time..thankfully i didn vomit or feeling giddy badly this morning....met jun lin ard 2 plus at bedok inter for studying....was planning to study at library but when we reached there the library was packed.....wad pissed me was some ppl can slp there....they shld have give us the seat....so we have no choice but to change location....i suggested studying at bedok cc so both of us went there but found out that was not bad place to study as a number of problematic youngsters hanging ard there....they made a lot of noise....both of us ended up copying notes...jl copied mct notes from me and i copied maths answer from transparency as i arrived late for my maths lecture ytd.....so i borrowed from my lecturer.....after an hour plus we leave the cc....jl told me there a chio bu a pity shes a " ah lian ".....it seemed quite a number of chinese young chicks were living ard bedok area....hmm....song (= jl wanted to use toilet so i bought him to my hrs....watched chinese show for a while then bid goodbye as he went to meet his friends for mahjong.....recently someone been sending me gd nite msg....thats suppose to be a nice thing but i find something's fishy....how come she didn chat with me once in msn ? worse she deleted my friendster comment which the content is juz asking her condition nth mushy....if i didn rmb wrong she deleted 3 comments from me....previously 2 was a testimony before friendster comment was introduced....my sixth senes is telling me shes trying to exchange those gd nite msg with me....when someone sent me i will send them back one as a sign of coutesy.....coz ppl might mistakened i was acting " cool "....sadly to say nowdays shes the only one sending me those gd nite msgs so in order to send her one back i nd to search from the websites....and nd to pick those with the word " friend " nth mushy as nowdays ppl like to use those gd nite msg to flirt and know more opp sex friends....i used to be one too....which i find it very meaningless now.....i used to woo that particular person i mentioned above but the thought of deleting my friendster comments hurts me....she only left one which got cute pics which took me a long time to search....why ? perharps shes trying to show off that someone is wooing her.....i been wanting to delete it as i thought since she dun appreciate my comment why dun she juz delete all ? but i decided not to.....nvm anyway its juz a comment....let her be.....she only sent me gd nite msgs recently...which buffles me.....perharps shes trying to exchange new gd nite msgs and send to her crush ? nvm anyway i had checked the content carefully before i sent her....nth mushy....seriously i dun pinned any hope on her now.....used to save her photos on friendster....all my password of everything account....game and others are using her name.....nvm this is part of a youngster life....still rmb asking her out during this year valentine day without me saying guess readers out there know the outcome isnt ? coincidently i saw her in the train.....she said she was feeling tired so she rejected me but when i saw her she seemed energectic ( = so readers out there cant blame me for being suspicious that she was trying to exchange gd nite msg with me isnt ? seriously i felt like....a fool...during my birthday she gave me a present.....a t shirt with a birthday card....love ( her name ) in the end she said her friend wrote that card not her....wad is that suppose to mean ? if she dun wan me to misunderstand she could juz change a card or she could jus wrote herself....asking her friend to write ? sincerity ? i dun feel any.....she gave me a present becoz i gave her one during her last year birthday....the price of the present is not important...wads important is the sincerity....i tried to meet her for lunch last time....failed....lunch during daylight....when i ask her if can meet during night to pass me the present she said she cant go out at nite....but i rmb she told me she met a classmate of her for movie last time at night....somemore that guy ask her to be her gf after that movie....as if i will raped her the moment after meeting lunch at DAYLIGHT afternoon or meet her during EVENING AT TM where few hundreds of ppl shopping around everyday.....so now i juz send her plain gd nite msgs.....so i hope she will generally feel my msg bored and to plain for her to send to bla bla bla so she wun send me anymore....i still got her pics in my com....last time i even transfer into my hp.....i deleted from my hp....anyway her o lvl is coming i hope she will do well....gd luck ex-classmate....
jl advised me to exercise often...yea i will my friend....hope to get a running shoe asap from my work pay during exam break....hope to get rid of my panda eye asap sigh.....been troubled since the day i born.....jl told me it linked with my liver....hope everything is ok then....i dun commited any bad deed guess god wun take away my life so fast isnt ? same as usual talk is cheap and the actions starts after my exam.....chiong work....$$$$$ ( =
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