every sat work till 11pm....feeling exhuasted...tiring...was thinking of discuss it with my manager to change my scheduel during weekends to morning....if rejected i will had no choice but to change a job...moreover i kept missing my liverpool matches...3 more days before my sup paper...didn study much as most of time when i reach home im exhuasted....this time...i am prepared for the worst....today sold quite a lot of product...compared to 2 days ago where i only sell 2 items...being mocked by a colleague that i look like garfield...i gonna use my tie and strangle her...anyway its juz a joke....so busy until i dun have time for gym.....looks like i nd to delay my plan to buy a laptop....nd to scrimp and save every penny....thought i will gained self-confident after working this current job but i m still shy...didn talk a lot...juz greet those who smile at me....but i can present myself better when speaking to ang moh....juz dun quite understand their accent....
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Wednesday, September 12, 2007
disappointed....crestfallen....ashamed....can believe i failed my pod....i had so much confidence for my pod that i aimed at least a grade c....how i possibly failed ? the subject i expected to fail yet pass...i was thinking of going to sch and check my pod exam scripts....but find it wasting of time...im not a sore loser...its jus i really cant accept it...i did well for my coursework i pass my term test and both my quizes..and also my lab...i only skipped one lab...which wun affect much to my final grade...when i finished my pod exam paper i felt quite confident...i really cant believe it....really....unexpected...met jason for gym this noon....supposed to meet at 11 but was overslept coz body was aching as i went to gym ytd...train abt one hour then went to clark quay as jason went for a job interview....after went to orchard for a drink as jason waiting his gf finishing her work....checked my result at there...disappointed then....tis is my first ever sup paper in my poly education....i didn study hard the previous semester but i manage to pass all...yet this semester i did put in much effort but i failed the sub which i had the highest expectation....i swear this will be my first and the last sup paper....start revising now....i wonder how ms k managed to know what i wrote in my blog....and msg me the longest sms i had ever received...i dun think she read my blog....i didn reply...coz i dunno wad to reply...
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Tuesday, September 4, 2007
today is my first day working at taka....my job was selling men assessories...from 1:30 to 9:30...daniel is my new colleague he explained my task and also joined him for lunch and i really appreciate his guidance...hope my performance can reach the lady boss expectation coz she told me i will work for one week first....depends on my performance...if succeed i can cont work...tml is my off day...will be going down to cold storage to return my uniform and sign my resignation form....even my taka job refuse to employ me after a week i will b looking for other job as i am looking for a new and better working environment....
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