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completed all my 3 papers.....the first 2 papers seemed ok to me but the last one was quite disappointing because....perharps its the last paper...signs of complacenency begins to show....didn study much for the last paper....skipped the last question as i dun have any idea how to solve....for now i could only pray hard i dun get a sup paper because if the sup paper date falls on within the date of my ocp trip i will be devasted....by the time i would have pay for my air tickets....bought all the necessities items for my trip....ytd i jus spend 70 making a new passport at ica building....i really dunno wad to do if i really got a sup paper....hope my coursework will pull me up.....
my best pal cal finally had a gf as he had been single for a long time.....frankly speaking sometimes i do hope to befriend a oppo sex friend..whom i hope can develop our relationship....i haven had a gf in my 19 plus yrs of life...especially at night..the coldness and lonelyness is hard to withstand.....due to my average look and shy behavior flirting with strangers is a impossible task for me....i didn grab my change during secondary sch...in poly theres isn any ger in my tutorial class....well i do have one in this current sem who sometime i really want to have a small chat but my guts held me back everytime....anyway shes a smoker so....doesn gave me a good impression of her.....at work well i do have some female colleagues whos abt the same age as me....hope to encounter someone who share the same chemistry as mine....ASAP "O"
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