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today is the third day of the new semester...currently doing my final year project ( FYP) with my team member and also my friend jun jie...we are doing a project which produce scafford...which is use to replace damaged joints or knee cap...we will be design it using a software named pro engineer....after that we will produce the scafford using hands on method which i still not very sure....during this few days jun jie and i were using the pro engineer software to do some practice inside our assigned lab - blk 18 lvl 6....this venue was somehow special to me....because during my ocp preparation we are using a classroom there....we used for practicing our dance....having our briefing....this place was full of memories....everday since sch starts whenever i passed by the ocp classroom i will glanced it for a while....seeing those students inside the classroom reminds me myself and 17 fellow teamates....those happy moments....
didn managed to write when i reached spore coz im really too tired....during the cambodia trip i mus say i learn alot and experience alot at the same time....i had seen the poverty side of the world....which i might not see it in spore....yet above this poverty is the beauty of simplicity....compared to singapore's stressful society....theres once where we nd to dig the ground so we can put wires underground.....i kept digging...well i dunno wad motivates me for doing that....maybe i was trying to impress someone ? lol ...me together with jiang nan desmond jiahu and ah gui we kept digging though mr chia our ocp teacher in charge asked us not to as he scared we dun have anything to do the next day....but we refused and kept digging....seeing my fellow teamates never say die attitude...i told myself how could i give up ? so i kept digging....finally we made it....the sense of satisfaction was undescriable....
the last night we danced the dance we practice in spore for the kids...i made many errors as i didn practice much in spore because im busy editing my video....i felt embarassed but well the kids were laughing...after all its worth it....to hear their laughter and see them smile...we took alot of pictures with the kids....theres one of my ocp teamate cried that night probably he missed the kids....we leave ard 8 am plus the next morning....some kids were crying but we mus return to the place we truly belong....i really hope i can have the chance to return there again....really....
we checked in at asia hotel when we reach the capital....i thought the capital will be much better in terms of facilities and the people but to my astonishing theres beggers lothering ard begging for food and money.....that night when we returned to our hotel after our dinner travelling by a local cehicle called toto a young child came to me and grab my arms....he spoke karma but i understand hes begging for money....that moment was disheartening....i couldnt believe wad i saw in my own eyes....i looked at my friends they were like me stunned too....i reached my pocket wanted to give him all the money i had but i remembered mr andy quek told us not to give those beggers money as the consequencence will be very ugly...the kid might get beaten up by older begger by trying to snatch the money or my friends might get hurt if other older begger came to us asking for money....some might armed...thinking of my friends' safety i shook my head unwillingly...stating i wun give the little begger money...it was a hard decision but i had to make as my friends' safety were more important...
i hardly managed to get some slp because of that incident....and also heard some ghost stories in the past abt old hotels....i didn slp much that night....jiang nan told me to knock the door two times and put our slippers one upside down which means yin yang aura that help to drive "them" away....
the next morning jiang nan and i got up very early as we were going for shopping at the local market....i bought some t-shirts for my family...one adidas and nike sports wear lol they looks geniune....only cost usd 4.50...heard from my the other ocp teamate actually those adidas and nike sports wear were geniune its juz they were rejected due to handmade error....those ending at market....i also bought 2 shorts.....beach wear like....quite cool....abt 5 usd together....and also i bought a watch..lol the brand is armani....which geniune goods cost 4 figures sum....lol i only spent 30 usd....
before reaching the capital we visited the museum which was used as a concentrating camp during the karma rouge region during the 1970s....it was a school previously...however the barbaric pot pot who was the leader of the communist party used it to torture prisoners and thousand was killed over there.....i felt sorry for the innocent lives who was killed...may their soul rest in peace....theres a chill feeling when i saw the photos of the dead and the tools used for torturing.....
this trip will remain an unforgetable chapter in my life....those memories i had with u guys will always be treasured in a place of my heart....really missed the smile and laughter of her......anyway a guy in my ocp wanted to woo her....so perharps im too late....met her today for lunch with the other ocp teamates.....her smile was sweet....well well well im still single isnt haha
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