1:50am
just finish updating my MP logbook...its been many weeks since my supervisor signed it...tml i gonna ask him to sign for me...
PR2 is a disater...first my speech which i finished on 3am was infected by virus and cant open it...then it was the critisim the judges who was my CM Mr Lum gave me...our pp silde focus too much on the process...theres two things he said left a deep impression and i told myself i will never forget in my life...1) a good engineer will only present the result of its product and not the process of producing this product...2) nowdays we youngsters are easily contented when achieved a bit of things...i been considering this two points he made during his judgement for days...his words somehow lighted up my desire to crave for success, the hunger for it...
after PR2 i still have a SIP report consist of 1.5k min words to hand up by friday...till now i still only managed to write a few...still a long way to go...one of the reason is because i dunno what to write....after seeing wad i did during this 7 weeks...but i told myself this small setbacks wun defeat me...i gonna complete it by friday...
i had planned to start doing my SIP presentation after my SIP report...though the presentation took place at the third week of next sem...i already highlighted some task to do for my presentation...as Mr Lum said focus on the result...i will be taking videos and pictures on the result i achieved from the projects i did and try to elaborate them...compared to my other friends group on what they did i really felt ashamed of myself...i dun feel any sense of achievement when doing this project...so i gonna feel it through the SIP report and the presentation...i told myself i had already come this far and regret is not acceptable....so this is the last opportunity i have to show the judges...
today slept till 1pm plus....not working....i hate sleeping till late afternoon...i felt i had no different to a corpse...so i met eddie for gyming and running after his sch...indeed i felt refreshed...its ok...tml will always be a better day...dawn is not far away from dusk...
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