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STEVE GERRARD GERRARD !!! HE PASS THE BALL 40 YARDS !!!! HES BIG AND HES FOCKING HARD...STEVE GERRARD GERRARD...
Thats Stevie G's 100th goal for liverpool fc...how honoured am i even though i only managed to watch it live in tv and not the kop....how i envy those dear kopites who sat at the kop end...
eventually we won 3-1...in this game robbie got his first goal for liverpool too...and this is rafa 250th liverpool game in charge...3 goals !! triple happiness !!!
usually i will note down the weather of the day...but i wrote unknown for this time...becos even though i leave my house i didn notice nor feel the weather...being jobless had turned me into a walking corpse...its true...i felt dejected ever since i got banned by og...and its hard to find a new job which suits me...i wanted to find a job in FNB...firstly i believe working as a waiter will helps me to speak more confident and inprove my interacting skills...secondly i want to prove to myself that i can work as a waiter...becoz i had a bad exp working as a waiter while in sec 5...
tml i will be going down ps for a walk in interview for a cafe named hot tomato soup...i knew through the papers...theres was also a number which i called asn asked if theres any vacancies...a lady picked up...she jus told me to go down to ps tml for a interview...wtf they put that bitch numnber then ? there stated either call or walk in interview...doesnt it makes that bitch number redundant ? fuck it !!
oct the 1st is our ocp gathering..those who present are ck,eddie,bing rui,lalita,celeste,jon,des,nich,jia hui ginger and me..marcus was busy attending his jap exchange, syamil was well hari raya, melissa....as usual....isolated away from us...sticking with his/her rubby babes, yong feng was buying food for his sec class chalet, gui cant take his off coz his boss dun allow, andrea, surprisingly, MIA while lastly angela was having tution.
This gathering was originally organised by lalita...watching movie painted skin..but i thought of something more...so i organise a k session before movie...unfortunately..not everyone was fond of singing...ck as expected..he refused to dance during our ocp for the children let alone singing for us...celeste did wanted to join us but i think she dun wan to left ck alone so she did not join too...the same goes to lalita...bing rui and eddie are hougang gays...lol so they didn join too.. WARNING FOR EDDIE ONLY IF U HAPPEN TO READ MY BLOG : THIS IS JUST A FUCKING JOKE !
i enjoyed myself i must admit...its fun hearing the others singing...well shout will be a more suitable word...but i dun think i will organise a k session again unless the other gers cfm coming...as i realised the cost is far too high for others...INCLUDING ME AS I AM JOBLESS NOW !!! with the gers around there will be more i fun i believe...no other intention but indeed activities like k are more fun when opposite sexs paticipate at the same time...
after the k session i heard nich said the k need to hire part timers...so i plan to ask tml after asking the hot tomato soup...working at k was not a bad option too...
after the k session we proceed to the cinema upstairs and watch our movies...the show is a love story...i must admit i am touched by the couple in the story....willing to sacarfice their lives to save each other...though i will never tell the others that i am touched...i may appeared cool outside as many of my friends said..but actually i am a sentimental person...i feel for the others...but theres no use letting ppl know becoz i find it meaningless...perharps thats the reason why i dun have many friends...

this is the picture we taken during our dinner at a fuck up place...the food is ex and the food is sux...i ate one raw kang kong...fuck the cook...
after dinner we bid farewell...lastly bing rui eddie des ginger and i stayed at starbuck abt 30 mins or so for a small chatting session...before that lalita said she was waiting for her brother but when i suggested going to tcc she seemed shy and flustered..lol..i think its was her bf who worked at tcc who she was waiting...but i managed to pursuade the others to sit at starbuck...
i realised i was broke as i paid lalita her ballet performance ticket so i went to withdraw..after i am back she had gone...meeting her bf i supposed...i dunno..somehow...i felt being left out..why ? i forbid myself for thinking any wishful design on lalita becoz i understand who the fuck i am...a gd friend of mine dislikes her...but i just think otherwise...she is a gd person a gd girl and a gd friend...but it seemed we dun have much to talk...i admit its a pity that i dun get to know her well...but i believe theres a bright path waiting for me...someone somewhere along the path...
strangely i jus got a feeling that we will not meet together for a lunch or an outing from nxt sem onwards...after our exam perharps NS comes straightly after that...
as uaual tml WILL be a better day..it certainly will !
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