sunny
Just finished my automvs report ! wad a relief !
throughout the three years in my poly life i had never play a major part in any grp assignment..i had been living like a parasite...aka free-loader...but this automvs report i played a major part who thoguht of the main solution to the existing technology...of cos without the assist of alwyn i myself coulden finish...i proved to myself that i can do it too...
unfortunately jason didn did his best to help...clearly to me he didn seemed interested and incooperative...i was very disappointed...maybe he cant except the fact of being command by someone whos AGPA is lower than him ? throughout the discussion period i tried to explained and share my opinion to him...his repond ? ah...ah..ah... what does ah means ? judging by his body language he is not interested to listen to my explanation...i was very pissed...is this how he show his respect to his friend ? i cant imagine how he befriend his sec sch classmate...
i had been tolerating him since that time he didn inform me he will be late while i supposed to meet him for gym in sch...that shows his self-centered character and it seemed to me he dun treasure me as a friend rather an apprentice...i felt like pulled him over and gave him a fucking punch on his fucking face the next day...but i told myself to calm down...i had learnt my lesson during sec sch for being impulsive...
when i met yixuan 2 weeks ago she told me she was displeased with jason...as he likes to tell ppl wad to do...i myself faced this pastor like treatment before...but not now..not this sem...it teaches me the importance one nd to be mentally strong and confident to prevent being ruled by others...
anyway its only a week left...to conclude not everyone appreciate kindness so i can save it for others...
tml onwards i will be studying in sch library... next tues is ICC and thurs is automvs...
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