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2:00am
today was my 2nd day working at tcc cr..it wasnt a gd day as i didn do much..becoz not much customers...i think i only managed to serve 4 tables..throughout 5 hrs...ard 10 plus i went to wash the toilet and compared to the previous time the toilets were much cleaner so didn take me a long time...
fortunately today a senior whomi forgot his name brief me the menu list..enhanced my product knowledge..so today's work was a valuable lesson for me..
i had to settle my own dinner as father didn buy for me -_-" so i thought of buying something ard hrs downstairs but i realised the time is going to 12am..so i changed my mind and ate mac at interchange instead..
becoz of work didn feed and bring oscar for a walk...hope he dun blame me..
had diarrhea for the whole day..went to the washroom for 4 times during work...cursed !!
i am afraid wad i afaird most will come true...becoz i know who i am..and it jus happened too fast...21 years had passed ( almost ) and i am already used to it..i used to envy when i saw it and desperately needed..bnt that was in the past...i mean who hasn't had a past ? i need to understand my role and know where is limit...my actions and the words i said...
i like to walk during the night..while listening to music...just now i was walking from inter to home..i felt comfortable...it helps me to relex and stop thinking those things that bothers me even though for that few minutes...especially while i listen to songs which describe how exactly i felt now..
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