sunny
11:23pm
A person who is not contented for what he or she has will never find happiness. I tried but i still could not communicate with you, someone who always finds excuses to defend herself. I would started to throw my temper whenever you did something that pissed me off. Fate ties us together, something i cannot change. Your future lies on me. You have my words I will take care of your expenses.
Although i did not harbour much hope, but still, I was disappointed. It is like a dream shattered. All the goals i set earlier need to delay. I kept the letter. For i want to use it as a moltivation. By throwing it away means i cannot accpet the truth and avoiding it instead.
The lack of achievements of myself is the obstacle for me not getting close to you. I felt relieved that you are there when i was feeling down, texted such a long sms to encourage me. Pardon me if I was not in the mood just now. I am really sorry.
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