sunny
11:48pm
My performance at work on today was probably the best i had throughout my working days. I felt my working pace had increased, compared to last time. I meniioned on my previous post, that a few mere of words will never bring me down. Of course this could only be considered only a small achievement. But still i am happy for myself, yet need to remind myself to stand firmly on ground. Maybe because i enjoyed working with Doey as i find her easy to get along, compared to others. However i made two mistake: One was i forgotten to print the order from a customer. Second i forgot to return credit card to a customer as it slipped through my mind when i did various bills at the same time. Apart of this two mistake everything was fine. I am glad when Doey praised me. It just feels great to slience the critics. I kept telling myself the only obstacle is myself. Not the critics from my colleague. Not the customers. Definately not the tuants from the store manager. I am fortunate to have good colleagues who supported me and pointed my mistakes. Hopefully i can maintain my performance and prove a point to myself.
I enjoyed the time we spent together...really..I might looked tired..but definarely not because of you..
Sometimes I really hope the titles expressed how you feel...maybe you are just sharing them with me because you like them..
每次听到你有心事。。我总是感到很无助。。想帮也帮不了。。
是否我们真的相暧昧那首歌所说-超越了友情, 但还不到爱情?
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